Fear of falling in love again.

The past is still present,
this is confusing
and the future is uncertain.

It still hurts to remember
as my dream
was torn by a
hit the wrong target.

I still remember
his face,
your smile
your way ...
Our times
I only knew existed
and who were
leaving a trail of pain and memories.

And that makes me
Fear of falling in love
again.

I promised myself
that this does not happen again.

And once again
one wrong blow of fate,
doing clutter in my mind
and heart.

No! Cannot be ...
I do not want,
should not,
cannot
fall in love again.
Do not want to suffer all over again.

But everything is happening so naturally
I could not even realize ...
Smirking,
his gait,
your hair,
its presence
are making me change my mind,
are making me fall again.

And my greatest fear,
My worst nightmare
is that the past I have suffered and unfortunately suffer today (I hope you change that someday)
be repeated once more.

And my future?
Uncertain until you decide to get rid of this suffering,
of unrequited love, which only makes you suffer;
like me
and I have the courage to look in his eyes and smiled back.
With a look that you want to say:
- I fell for you!